Cold and Windy

I have the cold and outside is very windy, and has been all day. I spent most of the day in bed sleeping off the legal drugs I had used the night before( cold medicine). The wind was howling all day. I had to go pick up trash off the street after one of the trash cans tipped. The waves were beautiful. I love how the wind blows the peak of the wave backwards. I made my way to the grocery store. I'm not hungry which is a bad thing when your very indecisive to begin with. I ended up making an organic pea soup. It was OK. I think it needed some kind of animal in it though. I keep watching the clock and wondering how I'm going to be fierce this year if I start it out as a gimp. Cold go away!

Cheers to a new year!!

I'm excited to begin this new year. It's almost the same giddiness one feels when writing in a new journal or opening a new book. It's funny how as I ponder what I will resolute for the upcoming year, most of my resolution is based on my regrets of this year. For 2008 I have decided to become more of myself. Most people I believe would resolute to tame and modify themselves. No not me! I want to become the person that lives on the inside. The me that is daring and courages. The me that says I love yous' with ease. I want to be unapologetically passionate about the things I believe in. No more half ass. Loved or hated I want to be truly myself and nothing more nor less. I look forward to sharing this voyage with those who log on and read along. (Feel free to jump overboard at anytime)